Last Gathering b4 everyone leave :(

Good morning sunshine :(


Yesterday was so much fun..hmm..marek mekorg enjoy..the whole day..midnight baruk pulang kampus balit..haha..:) bes lalu ^^, ..first destination mestila the spring..tmpt wajib dipergi bila keluar kampus..hehe :P kat ctok just mkn2..mulanya mekduak ethel mok tgk movie..cta Phobia 2..sbb trailer nya nampak seram n adventure lalu..yala mekduak mok glak tgk..hihi..then saja jak mok tgk gne muka reddy n ren tgk cta seram..gne muka cdak mun teriak..haha :P mcm kejam jak mekduak ethel imagine bnda2 kdk ya..haha..

me with gerald

ethel n i

strike!!

love is in the air

hantu berkemban

ren,hurun n ethel

alynn suk main pasir

ren n i

aku dibuli

im not here

bes!!

Yg ada join marek ya..aku,ethel,wawa,ziqah,alyn,conny,reddy,ren,zack,daus,gerald,clarence,joe,adib,izat,noorul..i think ya jak la..byk lalu apa ya..haha..nang enjoy berabis..huhu..aku akan rindukan saat ini..aku taip post tok sambil dgr lagu "dont go away"..oasis pun..bai goreng suruh aku dgr mlm tek..nya mdh..ya pake aku n ren sebab mekduak akan away dari cdak today :'( trust me.."cause i need more time" ya lirik lagu tok..huhu..sedih aku..tahan jak..i must not cry..:) hehe..arghh x tahan..sedih bh!! whywhy why kenak berpisah..tp xpa..mesti rame yg masuk sem 2..aku rasa aku pun akan masuk sem 2..blom dipromot ke diploma gik..haha..xpa geng2..kita dapat jumpa lagi..:)

friends:)

pink main peranan :P

kawan2 :)

reddy n conny

ren spongebob :)

mango juice

Masa kat the spring ya..aku sesat actually..angol palak ku..suma tempat nampak sama jak..aku carik cdak zack tp xda juak jumpa2..last2 gi luar rupanya cdak dgn alyn dah..haha..tulah juak..aku bukan main becarik..xjuak mdh tggu kat luar ya..appuu :( then..next destination..yay! damai beach..hihi..time tok nang bes lalu la..aku kan beach lover..suma tension aku hilang bila pergi pante..aku xtauk pahal..nyaman lalu kot weather kat cya..dak laki tek mandik..conny mandik juak.. :) aku basah juak marek..mekorg main kat gigi air ya..maybe mekorg aher dtg bh..hari pun dh mok malam..jadi air ya nang pasang la..haha..kesian aku tgk cdak clarence yg kurus2 ya..abis la dientam ombak..ombak nang kuat lalu..haha..yg lawaknya..aku terjelepok kdk nangkak busuk masa bergaut nak ambik selipar aku..mok hanyut bh..haha..nang kiut la posing aku gugok marek..haha..jobo jak basah..*haha..perasan kiut..thanks alyn sbb lapkn baju aku..* hehe..:)


Seperti biasa..mekorg akan duduk together n nyanyi lagu Campfire Song..hehe.."let gather around the campfire and sing our campfire song" ..hehe..mun tauk sambung la..thanks to rici..sbb nya la yg bawak lagu tok lepas exam math riya..i know..exam ya sucks..way to sucks..susah lalu jak..markah aku pun cukup2 makan jak..makan jak la cukup..haha..:) kesian mekduak wawa..ada gik jeles tgk reddy n conny..loving lalu rupa cdak duak..haha..nang loving couple la..aku suka tgk cdak..aku harap cdak duak end up their relationship dgn marriage..haha.*apaka aku pikir jauh lalu jak" gik reddy pdh amin owh bila aku pdh gya..haha..:)


Sedih juak dowh..alyn xpat join mekrog main boling..sbb nya stay dgn family nya kat resort ya..haha..alyn almost cried..wawa n daus pun gya..ethel juak..aku xla..sebab aku thn jak..mun ekot..nang la suma akan meraung..mekduak aen cool babe bh..haha..one promise..apa2 pun jd mekorg still akan jadi kawan no matter what..haha.."i love u all" ya yell yg mekorg shout out marek..yg aku kesian..ethel hilang nya pun cermin mata..clarence pimpin nya jalan..haha..aku assume ya..baby baruk belaja bejalan..haha..mistake rici xda marek..mcm x lengkap jak rici xda..huhu..:(


Then..suma pangai mok decide cne mok mkn..haha..nang lamak la mok buat satu keputusan..haha..aku drive keta daus..huhu..nyawa di tangan ku la ya..haha..sebab tayar ya krg grab gilak bh..xpat mbak laju..xbes li jak..nang spinning jak rasa tayar ya time break mengejut..huhu..dh gik jalan licin..thank god mekorg suma selamat..xda pa2 yg x diingini terjadi marek..hehe..alhamdulillah..


Dtg di BDC..ngentam boling terus..yeah..walaupun aku krg skor..tp aku ada strike..3 ka 4 kali..haha..xku bulak..ceh bgga la konon..:P haha..yg lawak ya..gerald 1st time main..nang takut lalu mok tikam..sekali tikam heh abeh arr strike abis..tulah juak..pangai nyawaku bila gerald dtg ke lane..haha..p its ok..just enjoy the game :) kan? last moment bh..last sekali ya..plg la ke kampus..mkn kat DI lok..mok makai bh bak kata gerald..haha..nya jeles tgk aku mkn ayam penyet..kuang3..alu beli juak nya..eh lupak aku..baki duit aku blm pat gik..haha..xpala..halal jak..semoga murah rezeki parents aku..hehe..amin..sedih juak sbb masa main boling ya..daus terpaksa tinggalkn mekorg..nya xplg ke kampus..huhu.:(


Mekorg plg kampus..masuk k jalan tikus..kahkah..abis ah mun kantoi tp nasib bait kali marek..xda pa2 jadi..nemu bnda pelik pun xda..byk da cta di dgr..hehe..friends..~thanks for everything..for the memory..i love my friends n i'll all of u at the top place in my heart :) jgn sedih2..kelak kita enjoy gik..one deal..apa2 jadi pun..kita semua kwn smpe mati :) till death do us apart :) ~ *nangis2* haha..:P

Bye ASP1Q2

Salam sejahtera semuanya :)

I slept late last night but i woke up early this morning..i cant sleep :( i already switch off the light..haha..still cannot close my eyes n fly to lalaland..so i decide to online n have some morning feedback :P


Yeah..regarding on my post title..hihi..finish exam yesterday..n yesterday was not fun..:( cause the paper was so hard..hehe..on time..i know the time is limited to spend with them*friends* ..its was raining yesterday also..hehe..even the cloud knows how we feel about the separation..*yeah sounds like divorcing wth* ok..i think i should start with the "ASPIQ2" :)


Still fresh in my mind..how i quit TESL so quickly and get into trouble with these people n course.."Pre Science Students" hehe..not so proud actually with the title..i know..im wasting my time..im so stupid..but with everything that i have with me n in me..i tried my best..i should be in Sem 2 TESL right now..huhu..:( thats why i say..i hate to be in Pre Science..sucks!! this programme really2 wasting time..

classmates n sir yuthandy maniam :)

reza n i in white lab coat~after that we punched each other..:p

alynn n i~penyuk utk aniq :)

last math lecture

sandwich gang :)

aniq the penyuk lembut

daus "please call me sayang" hehe :P

this is ethel lalala~

karoliny n i

ziqah n baya

this is wawa cantek :P

ain adam..the sot one

terrance n balan

solihah..

reza the most annoying

ASp1Q2

About my classmates..they are all nice..not actually..some of them are sucks until i feel like i want to kick their asses! :p hehe..let start with the leader..not ladder..oh my..reza is so gonna kill me..:p haha..ok..he's very annoying..i do hate him sometime cause he always punched n kicked me..i got the blue effect on my arm..he's very good in pinching people ^^, then..ain adam..the crazy punk girl..haha..i like this girl..*not a les ok* ..guess what..she's carzy to die..but good in study..i dont know how she do that..she n her Jamming gang always make a new video n i love it so much ( anak ayam dikejar musang..ibu ayam cari ibunya ) hehe :p then the closest one..ethel,wawa,ziqah n alynn..they are all GAI..hehe..shut ur mouth if u dont know what GAI is..dont get me wrong..hey come on :P ethel the fat one..*so thin actually* she have 9 dragon in her tummy..oh boy..eat all the time but got no fat at all..haiya..wawa..the funny one..the one i always bully..hehe..*pdh hu kmk syg nya" hehe..syg ktk juak wawa..ziqah..the romantic one..artic monkey..korean number 1 die hard fan..hihi :P this girl also..lazy one..she always bully us..but then..she'll be the one who got slap in the arm..hehe..alynn..pretty one..crazy,funny,congek n also smart..


The other two..aniq n daus..haahhh..most annoying..i want them slap them right at the face n kick their asses..haiya..they always talk "urass" to us..cannot be trusted cause thats why i say just now..always talking shit..i dont know what type of shit..haha :P aniq who SMS with me during the biology quiz..damn tr to copy..aku cokot niq..hehe..daus the "ikan masin body" he want to marry taylor swift *funny xkan dapat punya* ..hehe..we also have twins..jasper n mick..anywhere they go they will never away from each other..love each other so much i guess..:p haha..math genius..terrance n balan..always drunk but very good in study..haiya..if drunk can make me good in study just like them..i will get myself drunk all the time too :) haha..*im joking*


Cute one..gloria..my sweating partner..haha..we bring along tissue all the time cause the weather is so hot n both of us keep on sewating all the time..haiya :( soliha..the only malaya girl in the class..very annoying when i first know her..haha..but its ok then i guess..as a classmate we should love each other..Haahaa :P right?smart phone smart girl..sister patricia..very close with karoliny..hehe..they are always together..hehe..i didnt get along so much cause im a playful type n they..study type..hehe..4 more girls..normah,jastina,anieda n baya..hopefully the friendship last forever :)


Its raining during the typing things n everything..raining early in the morning..haha..no activity for today..friday..i want to watch movie tomorrow..last moment..hihi :P as a normal human being..apart from being playful..im also good in emo2 thing..hehe..last moment is so sad actually..haha..but i will never cry cause i know..i cant do that..i want to go home quickly..the longer i stay here..the more i become sad n dont want to go back..hoho..i think less tha 4 months im here in UiTM n already loving it..*apa dikelaka aku tok* a picture worth a thousand words right? hehe..its okay to separate from each other..we'll do a reunion then..no problem..just tell me when n where..im there for u..haha..*liar..how come la i cannot fly* :P


But ok..friends..thanks for everything..i'll miss all of u..hehe..hopefully all of us will be promoted to diploma n sem 2..not dissmissed :) yay..for everything that i have done n making all of us sad..im very sorry..i never meant to do that..but im a human n im so not perfect but i'll be the best for all of u..hehe :) thanks for being a good friends..one thing that i never regret is..to have a good friend like all of u..hehe..truly..I LOVE ALL OF U :)

Last Paper :)

Alhamdulillah :)

Finish the exam already.. :) what should i say? yay? yahoo? yes? hihi.. :p already said that..hehe..all i can do i just smile..cause i know..i can sleep late n wake up also late..yeah love it..maybe its time for miracle.. :) the paper was hard..even Richiee got his head dizzy..me? dont want to talk about it..the questions are sucks!! DAMN :( i dont know whether i will pass or not..actually..there's only one thing in my mind..i only want to go HOME..want to go to MIRI :( hehe..i know..i just have to be patient..hehe..


Thats mean..i only have limited time to spend with my friends..i know they love me..:p kuak3..i want to practice Karate with Reza..hehe..i want to wear his Karate's outfit..i must look hot in it..haha :P


Actually..i dont like to be in kind a emosional feeling..sucks what? hehe..crying like a bullshit..hehe..calm down..cause know what..we have facebook to keep in touch..my phone..ARGGHH ! F*** :( the stupid shit virus already inside it..got house inside my phone there already..hehe..thats why its just so SOT..ok..my language also berterabur..hehe..neurons inside the brain already stop working..or should i say..DIE! cause the chemistry n physics paper was so hard damn..even past years question easier..person or department who set up our question was so envy with me..why? setting up such a hard question so that i will go to Sem 2 and not Diploma..damn shit hell bitch!! giving students damn shit hell hard question..bet on me..none of us will get A..maybe B..haaaahaaa..:p


Hehe :) see u in sem 2 ya friends..hopefully none of us got that "dismissed" title.. :p hehe..i hope i pass :)

Free Ur Mind

I should say that to myself kot..hehe.. :p


Haaa..feels good..just finish Bio 081 paper..getting myself expose to the sunlight is the first came to mind..know what..hell yeah..its freezing cold in there..moreover there is a fan right infront of me..so cold i cant breath..hihi :)

As soon as the 'pengawas' said.."ok you can start now" ..:) yeah..i came to Part D first..because thats my favourite part in the paper overall..hihi..some people said its so hard n they always blurr n dont know what to write..want to 'ngenjen' also got no idea..hehe..but for me..i love doing it cause its so easy..yeah :)

What is it that makes me smile? what i read n memorise all night all of them came out..what would you do if you were in my place? must be feeling so lucky and bless right? haha..i was so happy..hihi..why i said so? because only BEL n BIO i can target for A's..other subject such as chemistry,math n physics..maybe B- or C..whatever at least i dont want to fail..NO!!

I hope what i perform for Bio will help me to get A..but im still 'itok2' because im not allowed to take Quiz 1 n Quiz 5..thats why my carry marks is kind a low than other friends..if i could take those quizzes..i swear my name will be at the first on the list..but its ok..maybe Allah want me to study harder or final exam..umm..i believe in Him..I got Him by my side all the time so there should be no worries..^^,

Now..left 3 paper more..math,chemistry n last one..physics..i target B- for all these subjects..its just that..i have to do n perform better than what i have done for the entire sem..guess what? i havent give up yet..hehe..even others got good marks..so what? i also can be like them..for me..i never feel like down2 like bullshit cause i know the fate is already created for me by Him n thats it..just receive it with open hearted..hehe..start to talk rojak2 like Ethel n I always do..hehe..:p before i was so sensitive with failure..im a negative thinking person..before la..not now..i think im more matured now..my mom tells me la..not me who do the andaian2..hehe..thats why i put these words on my calculator "Its how you deal with failure determines how you achieve success" see what i mean?

Whatever it is..i will continue to do my very best at the very limit..i know im not gifted but i can also act like a gifted person if i stop playing around like a BAkA..:p haha.. "you can sit there and jugde me,say what you want to but i wont let you win!! "

Final Exam

Salam :)


Sekejap sahaja aku rasakan aku berada di dalam kuliah,kelas yg memboringkan dan sebagainya..hehe..tgk2..esok dh mula final exam..esok paper BEL 020 jadi aku tak adalah risau sangat..aku yakin aku akan dapat keputusan yang baik untuk subjek ini..untuk subjek yang lain..aku tak berani nak cakap lah..:P haahaa..:)


'One more week to go' kata seorang teman kepadaku..ya..betul3..mmg seminggu sahaja lagi..minggu depan dah habis dh..dan seperti yang semua tahu..course kami inilah yang paling awal habis paper..hehe..apapun..aku dah tak sabar nak pulang ke syurgaku :) MIRI..waaa..i miss MIRI so much..i miss my bed, i miss my masa tidur di rumah yang tidak pernah diganggu..n then..aku tak sabar nak jumpa kucing2 ku yang mungkin..oh..dah bujang dan dara..yay! tak sabar nak balik dah :)


Sebelum itu..budak2 pra sains..aku doakan kita semua berjaya ke diploma tahun depan..n mummy..thanks for everything :) geng2..segala perbuatanku terhadap kalian semua..aku minta maaf kalau ada yg terkecil hati..huhu..tak ada niat nak buat mcm tu..hihi..tapi aku tau korang semua dh kenal aku mcm mana kan..hehe..semoga kita semua sukses jawab paper2 exam..amiin

Yesterday was fun !

Salam one malaysia :)

Yesterday was fun and exciting..hehe..sebabnya..aku dapat melepaskan tekanan yg berada di dalam kepalaku dgn berseronok,bergelak ketawa bersama kawan2..pendek kata.."The Pre Science Family" :) yeah2..hehe..dapat la merapatkan silaturahim antara kami semua..sebabnya..bukan senang tau nak tengok budak fizik n budak bio nak kumpul bersama..hehe..jadual yg padat menyebabkan kami jarang bertemu apatah lagi hendak berbual..that is why kami tak rapat..tetapi seingatku..itulah niatku semasa mengajak budak pandai kelas fizik join kami..hehe..adib,richie,rudison,rain,amir,reddy n aweknya..:p huahua..:) a picture worth a thousand words..hehe :) thats why..aku krgkan cerita so enjoy with the pics..:) some pictures were taken in alyn n miss rafidah's house

master piece by aniq

haha..aniq bikin kecoh ! :p

kawan~ ni masa kat rumah miss rafidah(pensyarah bio)

seperti biasa..aniq akan dibuli.hehe

haa..ini aku dan miss rafidah..

penumpang keretaku yg sentiasa kecoh

masa ni tgh tggu trafik lite tukar ke green..huahua..menyempat~

sekali lagi..haziqah menyempat

jgn hairan..dia sentiasa menjadi favourite kami..:)

when it comes to makan..kami akan jadi yg 1st :)

richie~comel kan? haha..ni budak genius fizik tau..

When pressure comes~

Selesai menghabiskan makan malan bersama aniq n daus..walaupun mereka berdua adalah budak yang menjengkelkan tapi tak kisah lah..asalkan gembira menghabiskan masa bersama then it should be okay already..sebenarnya aku menjauhkan diriku daripada buku2 sebab aku rasa tekanan yang amat sangat n i need time for myself..ya..beri ruang untuk diriku sendiri..letih sangat2..tambah2 pula aku berada dlm keadaan yg kurang sihat jadi aku mahu kurangkan tekanan tersebut..:)


Apa yang berada di dalam kotak pemikiranku sekarang hanyalah kertas soalan n apa jenis soalan yang akan keluar,will i be able to answer the paper atau adakah aku akan berjaya ke bidang yang aku mahukan..uhuk2..rupanya macam sedikit tetapi percayalah tekanan untuk memikirkan satu persatu hal tersebut amatlah berat..dalam waktu ini juga..aku cuba untuk flow with my own way..aku cuba untuk menjauhkan diriku daripada anasir2 negatif yang selalu berada berdekatan denganku..huhu..aku tak tahu apa yang aku taip tetapi percayalah..semua ini datang spontan dari fikiranku yang dizahirkan melalui mother board ini..**kalau lah ada sesiapa yg membaca post aku ini dan terasa..aku minta maaf yang teramat..aku tidak ada niat untuk menyindir atau mengutuk sesiapa**


Sejak kebelakangan ini..aku rasakan diri aku bukanlah aku yang sebenar..seperti ada roh lain yang memasuki jasadku..oh..entah lah..apa yang aku mampun cakap..'entah' itu sahaja..other than that..aku tidak tahu..huhu..at the same time..aku agak sedih..atas urusan peribadi..apapun..aku doakan sahabat kita itu menemui ketenangannya..amiin :) hmm..aku tidak ada masa untuk melihat persekitaranku dan bagaimana orang di sekelilingku react dgn aku..aku tak kisah ! apa yang penting is important..oops ! seperti ku kenal ayat itu..kawan oh kawan..kenapa sampai begitu ?? jawablah kawanku..kenapa sampai ke tahap itu?? T_T


Apa yang aku mahu hanyalah satu ketenangan seperti yang pernah aku dapati dahulu..hmm..mungkin keadaanku pada masa ini yang tidak membenarkan aku untuk mengecapi ketenangan itu..ya mungkin..aku seperti bukan aku yang dahulu..yang kamu used to know n be friend with..ARGHH! tekanan oh tekanan..lawak kot bila dengar aku mcm ni..ahh..bedebah itu semua..apa yang aku taip pun aku sudah tidak tahu sebab aku tidak tahu apa yang sedang terjadi keatas diriku..:( serasa mahu bersedih tetapi apa yang aku mahu sedihkan..mahu ketawa tiada apa yang bisa membuatkan aku ketawa..mahu serius oh lagilah..tiada apa yang mahukan aku menjadi sesuatu yang serius trust me..kalau aku jadi serius..sudah abeh ah.. ARGHH!!! what is happening to me..please someone help me!!